November 2011
3 posts
Disappearing Act
I don’t need you. I don’t think we ever really “need” people. I don’t need you. But I want you. Especially when I need comfort. And everytime I want you, everytime I need comfort, you disappear. And everytime you “need” me, I’m right there. I don’t get that. I would like to say things on the inside aren’t how they appear on the outside,...
Sex is just sex, or so it is said. I used to believe that, but a few situations have reminded me that we, as humans do a few different things that ultimately make sex, not just sex.
First, you get acquainted with someone, comfortable with them during the act. They see you at your most physically vulnerable…naked.
Second, if it’s a repeating act, it becomes familiar and a friendship...
“And if I have my way, you wont have to introduce them to another guy...”
– Fond friend, newly acquainted lover.
October 2011
5 posts
He sent me flowers. He’s in the middle of a war and he sent me flowers. I’m not his girlfriend, his fiance or his wife, but he sent me flowers. Wow.
I met him in May. He was nearing the end of his two week leave from Afghanistan. I met him on a Friday night while out downtown with a dear friend. We stopped at a local coffee shop, got our favorite Mexican hot chocolate and began to...
I need him like a murderer needs a gun.
It’s great to be needed but it’s really great to be wanted. The difficulty is deciphering which of the two best describe your current situation. On one hand, there’s someone who is going through a hell of a time (completely self inflicted, but nonetheless). They rely on you for certain things like Sunday morning rides to get breakfast and such. Then on the other hand, if they...
4 tags
whatthefuckmegg:
hello, my name is meghan, and i’m an avid sexter.
September 2011
1 post
“Cut your losses and don’t waste your time . Why stay in some weird dating limbo...”
– (via girlsgotafacelikemurder)
August 2011
6 posts
Text That
dearoldlove:
You lied about your past, your fidelity, and who you were. Which is why I had no problem texting you a quick message reading, ‘No, of course I haven’t found someone else’ after I had just finished having sex.
“My favorite holiday is Halloween.” I said in the small town diner. “I really dont like holidays, especially Valentine’s Day.”
“We’re celebrating Valentine’s Day next year!” he replied…seriously.
I don’t know what to think of him most days. He’s unlike anyone I’ve ever been with. I’m guarded and have this player...
“Pain is a part of life. Sometimes it’s a big part, and sometimes it isn’t, but...”
– Jim Butcher (via kari-shma)
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“I may sound old-fashioned, but I want to think all women should be treated like...”
– Frank Sinatra (via thoughtsdetained)
I’ve told you a million times how much you mean to me. But I wonder if you ever believe it. I’ve written you poems, lullabies, notes, texts, emails, and blogs. But do you ever get it? Will you ever see what I see? The beauty in the wreckage. The strength in the weakness. The calm in the storm.
When I met you I never thought I’d love you like this. Like a child loves a teddy bear...
July 2011
5 posts
“Some people care too much. I think it’s called love.”
– A.A. Milne, in Winne the Pooh (via girlwithoutwings)
“Someday we’re gonna look back and all of those people who weren’t there for us...”
– Megan Sims. (via johncollinblack)
“Sometimes, I even try to imagine what it would be like to see him again. Which...”
– Alexandra Potter, “You’re The One That I Don’t Want” (via quote-book)
It's Time I Write A Book
It’s incredible to wake up one morning and find your life completely changed. You aren’t the same person you were yesterday. You’re older, wiser. But you find that the people in your life aren’t the same either. I don’t know if it’s because you have changed or because you both have changed, but somehow you are no longer compatable.
I don’t believe in...
June 2011
8 posts
Little Red Ridinghood Syndrome
That point of no return. That moment when you realize that you have had enough, what was before is no longer and you cannot turn back. Betrayal, distrust, hurt, anger, angst, whatever it is sometimes you have had your fill and you walk away. Most of the time when I find myself in this situation, it really means that I didn’t have what I thought I had in the first place. Misguided...
“Sometimes, to do what’s right, we have to be steady and give up the thing we...”
– Doctor Otto Octavious, Spider-Man 2 (via quote-book)
“The key is to get to know people and trust them to be who they are. Instead, we...”
– David Duchovny (via ruineshumaines)
“The key is to get to know people and trust them to be who they are. Instead, we...”
– David Duchovny (via ruineshumaines)
“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
– Maya Angelou (via imfantasyparade)
“I did what I could.”
– Edward Abbey (via thoughtsdetained)
May 2011
4 posts
“I wondered which was harder, in the end. The act of telling, or who you told it...”
– Sarah Dessen (Just Listen)
Excuses...
I’m tired of the excuses. For a year and a half I lifted my sleeves and joked about the bruises on my forearms to my best friend, my “locker buddy” and the girl I trusted the most. “I must be fighting ghosts in my sleep again,” I would say. I joked about it, I smiled, I laughed on the outside, but inside I was screaming “PLEASE HELP!”
How blind are we to...
Have you ever sat in a bathtub full of water, with no intention to bathe, in the dark? It’s kind of spooky of you don’t care for the dark, but incredibly relaxing. Even more, it’s thought provoking. A lot is hidden when it’s dark. Why do we have sex with the lights off or dim the lights at dinner? We are trained to think that the darkness hides. But I personally think that...
March 2011
1 post
December 2010
1 post
oorahcountrygirl:
Sugarland-Little Miss
Had a...
August 2010
1 post
July 2010
8 posts
“The insane, on occasion, are not without their charms”
– Kurt Vonnegut (via thoughtsdetained)
“I don’t like standard beauty - there is no beauty without strangeness.”
– Karl Lagerfeld (via misswallflower) (via theflyinggiraffe)
“I don’t have a whole lot of excuses for what’s gone wrong with my life, she...”
– Brian Andreas, Story People (via thoughtsdetained)
“People take their same old lives wherever they go. No place is perfect enough to...”
– Julia Glass (via quotesixty)
“Approach to dressing is a delicate subject. A preoccupation with dress is...”
– Hardy Amies, ABC of Men’s Fashion (via putthison)
June 2010
2 posts
“We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition...”
– C.S. Lewis (via quotesixty)
May 2010
3 posts
To My Parents:
Thank you for never holding my hand, for never pushing me, and for never enabling me. But thank you for grace, discipline, and for always having my back. Thanks for being a listening ear, a room of silence, and always for laughter. Basically, thank you for letting me be independent, creative, and smart…all by myself.
“You’re Blair Waldorf - fashion icon, Queen Bee and probably the future President...”
– Blair’s Minions - Gossip Girl (via fuckyeahgoodquotes)
April 2010
1 post
February 2010
2 posts
